Meat and Potato Pie

Right so I've made a revision timetable that I'm pretty definitely sure I'm not going to stick to.
I am so behind on work now, I need to really get stuck in. But it's pretty difficult with so many distractions around.

Going home for christmas next weekend! That'll be so strange losing my independance and my flatmates. Though, I can't wait to spend a bit of time with my friends back home, especially K, D and H. It'll be like old times. I'm really worried for my friend D, she's so lonely at the moment- I can tell. I want to be with her and just talk to her like we could a long time ago, but she doesn't really open up anymore. She sent me a lovely message on facebook though, so maybe I could try when I'm home?

Got to buy some christmas presents! How very exciting. But what to buy everyone?Well I've already decided for my sister K and mum, I'm going to make them some handmade photo albums from this year! Then get them something else as well alongside. Going to give my bro J a photo album of his 18th (he hasn't seen the photos yet) and then something really nice, as I still owe him an 18th present! Me and J are going to get dad a guitar pedal he's after... but what do I get my big bro T and fiance J?! Impossible. Also, A?! What does a boyfriend need? And at this stage in a relationship too.. how much am I supposed to spend? The worries. Still, it's all on Natwest this year. Uhoh..

So how's it going with A? Still well, no complaints in paradise. Only thing is that the more I can chat with H, the more I find it harder to talk to A. I mean about important things. Maybe it's because we've both got pretty normal backgrounds there's nothing to say, whereas H opened up his heart to me unexpectantly in Macdonalds of all places... which was sweet.. about all the things going on in his life. I can't explain it. Maybe I'm just pulling at loose thread.

I made 4 meat and potato pies. Deliriously happy.

Clover xxx